Darkest Fox and Big Ass Boots

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Good evening! I hope you had a lovely July 4th! I watched fireworks by the pier with my cousin. I did a shoot yesterday with a San Francisco fetish lingerie company, Darkest Fox and kickass pair of super high leather boots given to me by a fan. We had a latex bodysuit and a series of body jewelry. When I look at these photos, I remember that I used to be irritated by my inherently thick body type. To me it doesn't look very professional, but after all the positive feedback I got from you guys, it makes me really glad that I'm unique and my look resonates with you. Thank you so much for tremendous boost to my self-confidence!! You're the best. 

Another model is staying over with me tomorrow for a week. Flora and Fauna  is visiting from Patagonia with her boyfriend and little baby. I'm in awe that she can travel full-time with a baby literally at her breast, and can't wait to pick her brain and get to know them. 

I got a request to post an anonymous-style dancing video of the hips and waist, which sounds fun! I'll do that this weekend. I hope you're well! 

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Oh Canada 🇨đŸ‡Ļ Striptease

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Congrats on a new month, everyone!! I'm so happy that you've stuck it out with me so far and welcome my new members! I wanted to thank you all for your support with a rare striptease video and set of fun selfies. In case, you didn't know already, I'm Texan nÊe Canadian. I go back about once a year and always have fond memories of it. The AGO is my favorite art museum I've been to so far, you should definitely visit if you're in the area! 

If you guys have any ideas on videos, outfits, or themes, please let me know! I'm always welcome to new ideas. I'm doing a shoot with a lingerie company and on the beach next to Golden Gate bridge this week and can't wait to share them with you! 

Music is "Hideaway" by Kiesza, who's from Calgary! 

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I change the links every month so only subscribers will get new content. Get the new links below. 

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Smeepy 🐋

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Good evening! I scheduled an exclusive Patreon vid chat tonight but it turns out it's going to take a few more steps to get that set up here and I'm totally beat, so I'll send you guys a photoset and striptease video on Sunday! And a sneak peak at the photo I'll post on my social media next week (above). I'm also going to the food bank for the first time tomorrow and I'll show you my little haul :)

Thank you so much again for your continued support, I thank my lucky stars for you every day. Cheers to a new month! 

I hate Kpop 😆

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Good evening! I hope you're well! I've narrowed down two potential tenants who would take good care of my former elderly roommate and a fan helped me move a big dresser I got on Craigslist for $50 to my room. I cooked us dinner of a beef/soy spinach lasagna with mashed white beans instead of ricotta, and a banana pudding. I really like making healthier versions of comfort food. 

Anyways, I've always had an irrational hatred of Korean pop music. It's so saccharine, choreographed, artificial, and I've always felt suffocated by East Asian femininity ideals. As you can see, I'm a pretty thick Asian, fat by Asian standards, and Korean models/singers really push the limits of skinny, pale, plastic-surgery perfection that is antithetical to everything I am and want to be. 

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'Gee' by Girls Generation is an exception because it reminds me of my friend in college, a gay mixed-race Korean kid from Alabama. He loved how cute this song is. I think the dance is adorable so I recorded my version of it for you! It also includes me gagging, collapsing, and then coming back as a zombie. I uploaded two versions of the dancing. The first one, the dancing is better in my opinion, but the second one the theatrics are better. 

Fan Questions:

What songs would you like to see me dance to?

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My Yellowstone Vid is Up!!

 

Yay I finished my Yellowstone video to share with you! Thank you so much for supporting my little side projects. Now that I have you all, I have no idea how I lived and how I will live without you to help me and to share my experiences with you. I need to keep things really tight and short on social media for marketing, so it's so nice to have a long form place here where I can post anything I damn please :D

Moving to Berkeley! 

Side note, today I filled out my rental application for an apt in Berkeley that I'm sharing with friends. We're shuffling the rent a bit so I pay less than listed, but it was funny to write RENT: $847.03/mo, INCOME: $1,000/mo (THANK YOU PATREON!!!!). My last place was rent-controlled with a sweet 76 year-old man who lived there forever with late stage diabetes. He was wonderful and like a grandfather to me, but I couldn't cook because the kitchen was dirty and full of rotten food, and everything kind of smells like urine and illness. It's an absolute steal at $750/mo, and I beat out 30 other applicants for the slot. I posted the opening on CL two days ago and already have 36 applications for the room. 

Things still don't quite work out financially for me yet, but you guys help SO MUCH. I can't wait to have a real job again, but have had to put my life on hold for the past two years due to crippling PTSD, and anxiety. I've never shared it in public before, but I think it'll be really helpful for me, and I'll share tiny tidbits on privately on my Patreon. Maybe we can get through our things together! 

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Lots of hugs and kisses!!

Shibari Candids (Nude)

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I was digging through my old photos and found these two candid photos of one of my first shoots, a shibari theme. I censored it here so I can post it in public but have the full uncensored images in my Dropbox. I wish I had more than two of these images, but I have no idea where the other images are, and I was so shy back then. I didn't think I had the right body or look for this kind of work, and looking back, even just two years later, I realize that I was so darn cute and too hard on myself. It's too easy to look at what we think we should be and focus on how we fall short. Anyways, I'll post personal videos and a bonus video tomorrow here :)

Fan Question:

1. What positive quality do you wish you recognized more in yourself?

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Wild in Yellowstone (Nude Photos and Video)

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It's my first day back from the oppressive Patreon censors! I had to hide my nude posts from the public and posted each and every one of them back on my personal website. I also need to gut my posts here and photoshop crappy lingerie on myself like above so I can show them in public again.

Anyways, I have SOO many stories, photos, videos, and things to share from my vacation in Yellowstone, but to start, we wandered down a path to Inspiration Point that was shut down and blocked off. I was nervous about what we'd find. Why is it blocked off? Is the path structurally unsound? Are there bears? We're surrounded by sheer cliffs and raging rivers, and looking at them will fill you with both awe and terror. I was surprised by what we found!

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It was an off-duty construction site complete with machinery, bags of cement, pristine Port-o-Potty, and a serendipitous broken can of DEET bug spray buried underneath (I was getting eaten by mosquitoes by that point). They're expanding the path by building a balcony, and the road blocks meant that this site was so private that I could take off my clothes and pose for pictures! It was my lucky day!!

The light is slightly off when we shot with the big crane because it's hard to adjust for sunset light when two sides from the subject are sheer cliffs into nothingness. The sand and soil was also so loose that I had trouble climbing up and down on all fours. I felt vertigo mixed with excitement and mischief. Hope you enjoy and I can't wait to post more from my trip!

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Patron Suspension/ Vacation in Yellowstone!

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Good evening! You probably noticed some changes in my Patreon lately. My account got suspended for non-family friendly content (gasp!) and it took me a couple of days to get it back. It turns out I can't have any nude photos, even censored, posted publicly, so I had to lock my juicy content to Patron-Only until I reformat my entire page. This shouldn't affect anything for existing Patrons, it just hurts my current ability to attract new ones. I kind of lost my shit for a bit over this, but luckily now I'm in Yellowstone enjoying a nice internet break. 

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Anyways, I arrived in Yellowstone yesterday after I missed my connecting flight and spent a night in Seattle without any clothes other than the slinky, form-fitting polyester dress I had on. So I arrived at my friend's place at midnight soaked in rain and shivering like a chihuahua. We visited the Bozeman Museum of the Rockies which was a dream for paleontology nerds. I also saw one of those Crisis Pregnancy Centers, pseudo-medical facilities that bait and switch desperate young mothers. John Oliver did a segment on them.  

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God, if I had the time and no people around, I'd do SO many nude shots on and around this van with my belly puffed out like I'm three months pregnant. 

Anyways, I put my vacation photos so far in my Dropbox for you :) I should have much juicier stuff soon, like climbing trees or lying by a roaring river naked, but it's been freakishly cold today and busy because of the weekend, so I need to wait until Tuesday to shoot what I really want. Thanks for sticking with me while I get some R&R! 

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