Please Read This:
Out of the twelve shoots I have today, I got five last minute cancellations or no shows so far. The flight cost me $350, rental car $350, and food and housing while I'm out or can't crash with a friend, dozens of hours of gas from driving by myself on country roads across three states, so now I don't know if I'm going to break even at this point. I've been planning this trip for four months and was really hoping to make enough for rent and living expenses for the month. Now I'm driving 6 hours round trip per city for no shows and cancellations. People saying that all of a sudden they can't afford to pay me or even a cancellation fee for comig here. I feel really used but I'm SO SO SO grateful for you supporting me so that I have some money to live on while all this happens to me. I really appreciate you. Please tell me if there's anything I can do to keep you happy, because your support is make or break for me while I'm learning these modeling ropes.
Okay, back to the regular post:
You know when you're really tired and you don't know it, and you will yourself to work, but your eyes keep glazing over and you lose your train of thought? That was me the past two days in trying to send this photoset out to y'all XD
I'm currently in the middle of Bumfuck, Tennessee with very little internet so I can't upload videos for you guys. I want to deposit the cash I've made so far but there's no Chase Banks within 70 miles of here.
The countryside has a lot of charm though. This house is HUGE and I have this gorgeous country chic room that's the size of my entire two bedroom apartment for $45/night. There are seven little kids running around, fat corgies, horses across the field, and a pensive donkey that healed my soul.
I think I need to go to Memphis and then Birmingham after this, but honestly I have no idea at this point. I wish I could be home. I miss you!