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The People I Let into My Heart <3

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An older gentleman: "What do you do for a living?"

Me: "I'm a model."

Him: "What did you do before?"

Me: "I worked in cancer research."

Him: "Really? That's not what stupid girls do."

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I'm struggling right now a bit with my new identity. People nervous to have me near their husbands in polite company, people who idolize me and project their dreams and insecurities onto me beyond reason, people who become so obsessed with me that it interferes with my life and ability to function. 

It's very new to me and I'm not used to this attention. I love to meet new fans, inspire people, and make new friends all over the world. That's so rewarding for me, and I'm so happy to have you in my life. But I didn't come into this career to become famous. I don't need everyone's attention. Actually the opposite, I get nightmares almost every night that I can't keep up with everyone and disappoint people. Some aspects of this wonderful new life have spun out into fear. 

I made this Patreon to hopefully filter through the noise and make a private group of people who really care about me. Who want to celebrate with me when things go well and help me when things go badly. Who don't want to just tear a piece out of me for themselves, shout at me the loudest, and clutter my mind. I really like this quiet room we made for ourselves, where hopefully we can be true. 

It's going to take me time to build this up and make it what I want it to be. Thank you for being patient, supporting me, and watching me grow :)

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My First Striptease Video!

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Hi! I hope you're well! I'm currently frenziedly trying to get caught up with all my messages and arrangements. I just finished making custom videos for my  $29+ Patrons and will send them off after I post this. I made this video back when I was in Nashville but wasn't sure if I wanted to post it, but it's too fun not to share and I want to give you a fun preview of the what we can do with the short video and video chat tiers. 

So yeah, here's my first attempt. Hopefully I'll be less awkward and pwning the camera soon. I have so many cool ideas for short films with giant mirrors, shiny floors, body oil, and the like. Please send any ideas of things you'd like to see! Thank you so much again for your support :D

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Drunken Lingerie Dancing

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Traveling can be a bit stressful for me -lots of driving on very little sleep, posing until I'm sore, hanging out with a ton of strangers and odd personalities. So I like to decompress at the end of the day and wiggle my butt in the most unabashed way possible. I stream these on my Facebook sometimes, but with more clothes on, and my dancing style can be described as uninformed, unprofessional, and unsuitable for public consumption. So here you go. You can't blackmail me if I post it first :)

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BTS Robo Sex Doll Shoot Video

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Hi there! I'm so sorry that I haven't been posting this week quite like I should. I owe you guys so much. It's just been hectic on my trip here so far. I'm still learning the ropes of how to travel and keep on top of everything. I did the math last night, and for every one shoot I book, I have to send or answer about 95 messages. This is a bit overwhelming for me right now and I really want to talk to you and my friends and family instead. I really got into this for the human connection. I can't tell you how much I want to get to know you instead. But I'm getting there, and every time I find breathing room, I want to write to you. I hope someday your support can wean me off of this feeling of being overwhelmed by messages while simultaneously unable to sufficiently support myself. Thank you so much for your help. You mean the world to me. 

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Snow Lingerie Truckee Shoot w/Commentary

Thank you my Patrons for making this video possible and letting me post it publicly so I can bait more people into possibly supporting me :D I've got so much more to post and can't wait to show you and send you exclusives! 

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