Access Links Sept 2018

1 (11).jpeg

Hey Loves! 

I hope you're having a wonderful September so far! Do you have anything interesting planned this month? I've got Asia coming this week, then Vancouver on the 19th. I'm trying to work out as often as I can. I went to hot yoga on Monday and am going back on Thursday, and am trying to do yoga and use a rowing machine in between. The joy of exercise isn't as nice as a plate of rich food, but I need to reframe the way my brain seeks pleasure :)

I really appreciate your support and will try to come up with extra special content this month and make you smile! 

________________________________________________________________________________

Access Link:

Fashion photosets available to $1, $4, $9, $18, $29, $49, $99,and$150 Patrons 

Nude photosets available to $4, $9, $18, $29, $49, $99, and$150Patrons 

Fun videosets available to $9, $18, $29, $49, $99, and$150Patrons 

Sexy videosets available to $18, $29, $49, $99, and $150 Patrons 

Terrifying Train Track Mine Story (Nudes)

1 (9).jpeg

Hey! Thank you for sticking with me. I'm trying to quit my anti-anxiety/depression medication because they've been giving me nerve pains and screaming tinnitus, and now I'm in the part of my recovery where I still have all the side-effects and withdrawal symptoms, but none of the benefits, so I've been on an emotional bender the past week. 

I sent personal monthly videos yesterday with exception of one :) and tomorrow I'll post a dance video. 

The Story Behind This Shoot

This set was from last year when I made regular trips to Las Vegas. It was the middle of the summer, blazing hot, and the photographer wanted to shoot in an abandoned mine shaft and ACTIVE train tracks. The mine was super fun and gave me insane ankle strengthening exercises walking on broken limestone in stilettos. He really wanted to shoot me lying down on the train tracks, and I was nervous but agreed. We shot a little bit and I heard the train horn, "Whooooooo"  and I told him I wanted to leave. He said, "No, no it's fine. I shoot here all the time. I know all about trains. I know the sounds. It's not close by. Let's keep shooting." And as an downtrodden little Asian women, I learned to defer to authority, especially since I need the money and sometimes photographers like to push or yell at me. So I kept shooting. "Whooooooo" The train was closer. I told him I was scared. I lived my whole life by a train. It's getting louder. I want to go. "No, no," he said, reasserting his train, field, and photography expertise. "WHOOO!" The train is eerily loud now. I said, "I can't do this. I need to go. I'm scared. I'm sorry." and I scampered off with my tail between my legs down the rocks below the tracks, defeated. Thirty seconds later, 

"WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

Train roars by, shaking the earth and throwing up debris. My skull and my ribs are shaking from the tremors. I don't know if you've ever stood next to a freight train going at full speed, but it's a force to behold. After the train leaves, I look at the photographer, he's in a sweat, staring forward. 

I really wish I grew up learning strength instead of weakness. It's common in many societies to teach children to obey and fear rather than to be strong and empowered. Many cultures routinely break their girls mentally like horses to teach them deference, submissiveness, and service to men, family, authority, anyone but themselves. 

Modeling has been my journey to reclaim myself, to fully own myself, my body, my life, and my spirit. Many scary things have happened to me, instead of letting fear rule my life and in the home, I've approached these fears head on and learned strength and conviction in the process. Instead of growing up soft and weak, spoon-fed indoctrinations through a slotted wall, waiting for permission to live, I ran away and became a wild and feral thing. And I'm a better friend, lover, and artist for it. Thank you for being part of my journey! 

What terrifying experience did you learn from? 

1 (10).jpeg

________________________________________________________________________________

Access Link:

Nude photosets available to $4, $9, $18, $29, $49, $99, and $150Patrons 

Hehe I've got Asia Fever

1 (7).jpeg

I'm so excited that Asia Abendroth  is coming to the Bay Area Sept 6-10 and asked to work with me! She's one of the most well-known models on Modelmayhem and I've looked up to her for a long time. I remember a photographer I worked with glowed about her and talked about the first time he worked with her, she jumped on his couch and quoted The Chappelle Show

giphy (5).gif

I'm really excited to shoot with her and share the results with you!! Ahhhh, it's gonna be so great :D

1 (8).jpeg

Some more of her info:

Asia's Instagram 

Asia's Facebook 

Asia's Modelmayhem 

Can't wait to blow up your feed with hot Asian action! 

Access Links Aug 2018

KoneTAkwa5BnAAxotW1DMCwNGtMWSatM7VqCQGInjyCjhxeuObwwrcZTwpE1fef9.gif

Hello my dearest Patrons! Below are new access links for the month. Please let me know if this works for you or if you have any problems. Thank you for your support!!

________________________________________________________________________________

Access Link:

Fashion photosets available to $1, $4, $9, $18, $29, $49, $99, and$150 Patrons 

Nude photosets available to $4, $9, $18, $29, $49, $99, and $150Patrons 

Fun videosets available to $9, $18, $29, $49, $99, and $150Patrons 

Sexy videosets available to $18, $29, $49, $99, and $150 Patrons 

My Yellowstone Vid is Up!!

 

Yay I finished my Yellowstone video to share with you! Thank you so much for supporting my little side projects. Now that I have you all, I have no idea how I lived and how I will live without you to help me and to share my experiences with you. I need to keep things really tight and short on social media for marketing, so it's so nice to have a long form place here where I can post anything I damn please :D

Moving to Berkeley! 

Side note, today I filled out my rental application for an apt in Berkeley that I'm sharing with friends. We're shuffling the rent a bit so I pay less than listed, but it was funny to write RENT: $847.03/mo, INCOME: $1,000/mo (THANK YOU PATREON!!!!). My last place was rent-controlled with a sweet 76 year-old man who lived there forever with late stage diabetes. He was wonderful and like a grandfather to me, but I couldn't cook because the kitchen was dirty and full of rotten food, and everything kind of smells like urine and illness. It's an absolute steal at $750/mo, and I beat out 30 other applicants for the slot. I posted the opening on CL two days ago and already have 36 applications for the room. 

Things still don't quite work out financially for me yet, but you guys help SO MUCH. I can't wait to have a real job again, but have had to put my life on hold for the past two years due to crippling PTSD, and anxiety. I've never shared it in public before, but I think it'll be really helpful for me, and I'll share tiny tidbits on privately on my Patreon. Maybe we can get through our things together! 

IMB_MVJjZx.GIF
IMB_Ywp7sN.GIF

Lots of hugs and kisses!!

Patron Suspension/ Vacation in Yellowstone!

JU47sB-nGpGZY19QoksOCYg_5D4tYridGVmg-Pjw1CLnIPb6-DNX8ks4MLYFTtyC.gif

Good evening! You probably noticed some changes in my Patreon lately. My account got suspended for non-family friendly content (gasp!) and it took me a couple of days to get it back. It turns out I can't have any nude photos, even censored, posted publicly, so I had to lock my juicy content to Patron-Only until I reformat my entire page. This shouldn't affect anything for existing Patrons, it just hurts my current ability to attract new ones. I kind of lost my shit for a bit over this, but luckily now I'm in Yellowstone enjoying a nice internet break. 

Yellowstone National Park

Anyways, I arrived in Yellowstone yesterday after I missed my connecting flight and spent a night in Seattle without any clothes other than the slinky, form-fitting polyester dress I had on. So I arrived at my friend's place at midnight soaked in rain and shivering like a chihuahua. We visited the Bozeman Museum of the Rockies which was a dream for paleontology nerds. I also saw one of those Crisis Pregnancy Centers, pseudo-medical facilities that bait and switch desperate young mothers. John Oliver did a segment on them.  

d6b42b931d464dfcb681cca33fe33396.jpeg

God, if I had the time and no people around, I'd do SO many nude shots on and around this van with my belly puffed out like I'm three months pregnant. 

Anyways, I put my vacation photos so far in my Dropbox for you :) I should have much juicier stuff soon, like climbing trees or lying by a roaring river naked, but it's been freakishly cold today and busy because of the weekend, so I need to wait until Tuesday to shoot what I really want. Thanks for sticking with me while I get some R&R! 

What's your favorite vacation so far?________________________________________________________________________________

Access Link:

Fun photosets available to $1, $4, $9, $18, $29, $49, $99, and $150Patrons 

Lordy 🌟 I have been Blessed with Pay-up-Front, Praise Be! 🙌

-bnyRdf1qAOmsx9DwVXIb1QRUKHPPNJq0o3F3WP_MeGi1JP-HiHVZ3fX4sPKZq7m.gif

I'm over the moon happy right now! As of this morning 6am, I finally got access to Patreon's Pay-up-Front feature, which means that new Patrons get charged when they sign up and I can give them content IMMEDIATELY. 

Before, Patrons could access everything for a month without paying and then cancel or use a declined card. So I had to make this stupid ass system where everyone had to wait until the 2nd of the month to get a bunch of secret links so we could all actually rightfully see this awesome shit. It was stupid and dumb and bad but it was the only thing I could do to keep out 10+ people who tried to fraud me in the four months I've been on this site. But I also lost a lot of people within a few days of sign up because they couldn't wait. I'm so glad the old system is done!

The New System

You can access your tier here, and I'm updating my old posts now so that you can view the photo/videosets from the post themselves. That way, there's no need for a private message with secret codes, saving stuff, and waiting. Just follow these links that I will also embed in all my previous and future posts:

Fashion photosets available to $1, $4, $9, $18, $29, $49, $99,and$150 Patrons 

Nude photosets available to $4, $9, $18, $29, $49, $99, and $150Patrons 

Fun videosets available to $9, $18, $29, $49, $99, and $150 Patrons 

Sexy videosets available to $18, $29, $49, $99, and $150 Patrons 

Please let me know if this works for you and what you think! 

92157bfb71404f05a37ddea6d32a0ab7.gif

野女 "Wild Woman"

yenu-uncensored.jpg

野女, pronounced "ye nu". Literally "wild woman," a whore who flouts social mores, refuses to act like a good Chinese lady, and is recklessly independent and uninhibited. I was taught to fear this label but I embrace it now 🤗

I'm not totally fluent in Mandarin but as far as I know, this is the most offensive thing you can call a woman. I remember just from the intonation, they way you say it while almost spitting in disgust, I knew it was something I didn't want to be called. But here I am, years after doing me, and I fully deserve this title. And I'm cool with it :) When I go about my day or work on my pictures, I sometimes say "yenu yenu yenu yenu yenu yenu" to the tune of Gucci Gang or as a random aside. It has a nice ring to it! 

pc: Robert Davis