Hehe I've got Asia Fever

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I'm so excited that Asia Abendroth  is coming to the Bay Area Sept 6-10 and asked to work with me! She's one of the most well-known models on Modelmayhem and I've looked up to her for a long time. I remember a photographer I worked with glowed about her and talked about the first time he worked with her, she jumped on his couch and quoted The Chappelle Show

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I'm really excited to shoot with her and share the results with you!! Ahhhh, it's gonna be so great :D

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Some more of her info:

Asia's Instagram 

Asia's Facebook 

Asia's Modelmayhem 

Can't wait to blow up your feed with hot Asian action! 

Eek! Weight Gain Before Fashion Show

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I try not to weigh myself in order to stay sane, but took a peak today before my Saturday fashion show, and yikes! I'm the heaviest I've been in three years. That, and I get a message from my designer this morning informing me that I'm going to be wearing nothing but ethnic Hmong body jewelry... 

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Add to that, this model is pretty tiny. This figure is super coveted in the fashion industry and looks absolutely stunning on the runway, but I've never looked like this in my life. 

Coupled with that, I'm eating now better than ever, less stress-eating, and get enough exercise for a great bubble butt right now, but I've gotten comfy with my life and finally kicked all antidepressants. Which is great, but can also lead to weight gain (30% more likely to go up a weight class than untreated), especially the critical time window of 2-3 years after treatment, which is where I'm at. 

But dammit, I'm way too happy. I love you guys, life is great, food is delicious. So this will be the first time I'll try to lose weight without being super unhappy with how things are right now with my life. I love being curvy, but curvy body types don't gel naturally with fashion body types, and I want to slay this show and jump back into modeling like I never have before. To keep track, I've posted a video of my body right now and will update before my show and during the months after. 

What do you want to improve about yourself right now?

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6 Useful German Phrases for Perseid Meteor Shower

The Perseid meteor shower is happening right now! The peak was last night and tonight but it's just stupid cloudy and cold right now in Bay Area. I was trying to learn German and came up with relevant phrases. What kind of videos do you want to see? What kind of topics do you want me to talk about? 

Man, I'm watching my very first hot wings interview video on Youtube and now I really want some buffalo wings XD

Palmia Photos and Updated Fun/Sexy Short Vids

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Hey there! I'm sorry for the post delay. I'll be posting every day for the next few days and getting back to messages as penitence. It's been a mix of being under the weather and balls to the wall kiddie bubble shows this week. Popping lots of Ibuprofen and icing my sides. Speaking of ice, I just finished these photos with Palmia, a friend's beer brand available in stores all over the Bay Area. We shot this at my uncle's pool during our family reunion. I also posted some goofball videos from this shoot and updated my IG/FB short stories videos page. 

Tomorrow I'll post a sexy, poisonous BTS bath vid from my shoot on Friday with Lou Roule visiting from Brooklyn. I think you'll really like it! 

What are you up to this weekend?

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I made a new Patreon Intro Video!

It's funny once you get over the weird little emotional or mental blocks to getting something done, it can flow out of your fingertips in no time at all. Ever since I've taken on a very public life, I've been compulsively taken little videos whenever I can. It's a little bit annoying because precious moments usually can't wait to record two videos, so I have to choose between horizontal for Youtube or TV which I don't often use, or vertical for most social media. It is what it is, hope you enjoy! 

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FB/IG Fun and Sexy Video Bank

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How are you! We're up a bit late :) If you follow either my Instagram or Facebook stories, you'll know that I post goofy little videos of myself and my life every day. I try to keep them playful and interesting. I can't stand other models' stories that are only their selfies with dog filters or shots of their food. Anyways, they're about 5-15 seconds long and disappear forever into the ether of the internet after 24 hours, and I have hundreds of these archived that I'd like to share with you over time. I posted 51 cute, silly ones, and 14 sexy, slinky ones, to thank you again for supporting me.

Car Nerding Stuff

I'm watching instructional videos because I want to start a sexy girl car detailing side gig so I can get more jobs near home instead of out of state, and wow, I had no idea detailing was soooo complex. I'm only going to learn the basics because I feel like that's what most people want, but it's nice to watch why my work won't look like the pros. Cleaning a cloudy headlight takes about ten steps with multiple grades of sanding, polishing, conditioning, and sealing. Cleaning a windshield first uses a razor blade to shear off dirt that's deeply bonded to the glass, and that looks so easy to fuck up and scratch the glass :O 

Detailing can be astonishingly technical and tools and techniques used are informed by material, chemistry, porosity, pressure, temperature, etc that bonds dirt or degrades the surface through decades of extreme conditions. It's easy to nerd out and I can see why it's a passion for some people, weird, weird OCD people who are too broke to buy fancy cars but can sure as hell clean them XD 

But the results are magical. You can take a beat up, old ass, historic car rotting in someone's garage, and lovingly polish it up to look better than brand new, just glowing, and glass smooth. I can take my dinged up 2013 Honda Fit that's been with me through cross country road trips, literal spilled milk in the upholstery, fender benders, water damage, etc, and hopefully make it young, bright, and beautiful again. Man, if only we could detail ourselves when we're old like we can our cars XD

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Oh Canada 🇨đŸ‡Ļ Striptease

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Congrats on a new month, everyone!! I'm so happy that you've stuck it out with me so far and welcome my new members! I wanted to thank you all for your support with a rare striptease video and set of fun selfies. In case, you didn't know already, I'm Texan nÊe Canadian. I go back about once a year and always have fond memories of it. The AGO is my favorite art museum I've been to so far, you should definitely visit if you're in the area! 

If you guys have any ideas on videos, outfits, or themes, please let me know! I'm always welcome to new ideas. I'm doing a shoot with a lingerie company and on the beach next to Golden Gate bridge this week and can't wait to share them with you! 

Music is "Hideaway" by Kiesza, who's from Calgary! 

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New Month New Links!

I change the links every month so only subscribers will get new content. Get the new links below. 

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I hate Kpop 😆

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Good evening! I hope you're well! I've narrowed down two potential tenants who would take good care of my former elderly roommate and a fan helped me move a big dresser I got on Craigslist for $50 to my room. I cooked us dinner of a beef/soy spinach lasagna with mashed white beans instead of ricotta, and a banana pudding. I really like making healthier versions of comfort food. 

Anyways, I've always had an irrational hatred of Korean pop music. It's so saccharine, choreographed, artificial, and I've always felt suffocated by East Asian femininity ideals. As you can see, I'm a pretty thick Asian, fat by Asian standards, and Korean models/singers really push the limits of skinny, pale, plastic-surgery perfection that is antithetical to everything I am and want to be. 

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'Gee' by Girls Generation is an exception because it reminds me of my friend in college, a gay mixed-race Korean kid from Alabama. He loved how cute this song is. I think the dance is adorable so I recorded my version of it for you! It also includes me gagging, collapsing, and then coming back as a zombie. I uploaded two versions of the dancing. The first one, the dancing is better in my opinion, but the second one the theatrics are better. 

Fan Questions:

What songs would you like to see me dance to?

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